Tuesday, March 5, 2013

Upside down....

So I heard this quote just a little bit ago. Well, not really a quote; a story. But, I made a quote from it, and I think it perfectly applies to me right now.

A science experiment made people see the world upside down for 3 day. Then it reversed, and took 3 more days to go back to normal. All the while, they had to realize things weren't what they seemed. I've taken it a little personally with right now.

'After your world gets turned upside down
It'll take some time before things return to normal again....'

For me, that says that this life I'm caught in is going to seem so very confusing for a time, as now things are trying to reset once again (unsuccessfully, because I keep fighting it, however :/ ). But, it'll take time, and as far as I can see, it'll take just about as long as it seemed like upside down was normal (rightside up, not backwards, etc...). I'm not at all thrilled about this at all. I don't want that time to be lost to me. But, to be honest, there isn't much to do right now. Each day is the same: trying to survive the chances that I can't carry on.

I'm not sure how long it'll take, or if things will go back to what they were. Maybe this is how things are supposed to be, and my view has already gone back to rightside up. I don't really know. It's confusing, yes.

Don't be afraid of change. After you get used to something, and it leaves, you have to get used to life without it. Don't worry; things get to a better spot and they aren't always so distressing. Just give it time.

Love always, no matter how badly you've been hurt, and you'll always have something to smile for.